After her death I realized how much my life went off track during those months. A lot of things fell to the side and I wasn't aware of it at the time. Since her death I've been trying to get back into a groove and it's been hard. I'm not there yet. I'm still playing catch up. Trying to find balance.
In December I made my resolution for the new year. It was to do one thing each day outside of my normal routine that brings me enjoyment. Big or small. That I have been doing. Now to build on that. I really want to focus on myself this year. Boy, that sound selfish. I need it, though.
So, that's where I'm at. Let's see how it goes.